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  • The Holy Paradox: Why Choosing Christ Doesn’t Make You “Better”

    The Holy Paradox: Why Choosing Christ Doesn’t Make You “Better”

    Moving from the Ego’s “Us vs. Them” to the Radical Humility of the Father’s Eyes.

    The Subtle Poison of Religious Pride

    When we decide to give our lives to Christ, we cross a threshold. It feels like a victory—and in many ways, it is. But right behind that victory lurks a subtle, spiritual poison. We begin to look at the world through a lens of “us” and “them.” We start to wonder: Am I better than they are?

    The short, jarring answer is: No.

    In the economy of Grace, there is no “better.” There is only the called, the seeking, and the found.

    The Myth of the Self-Made Saint

    We like to think our “Yes” to God is a personal achievement. We treat it like a trophy we earned. But Catholic Exegesis and the history of the Saints tell a different story.

    It is God who provides the environment. It is God who provides the attitude. It is God who guides the choice. You didn’t invent the air you breathe; you simply finally decided to stop holding your breath. Even the initiative to seek Him is a grace He provided.

    Key Insight: All that is good in us comes from Him. All that is evil in us is simply that which has not yet died.

    Beyond the “Sheep and Goats” Mentality

    Our brains are wired to categorize, to judge, and to rank. But to live a life of grace is to override those biological shortcuts and adopt The Father’s Eyes.

    When we look at someone “trapped by sin” or “downtrodden,” we are seeing only the surface. We have no idea what is happening in the deep recesses of their heart. Consider these three truths:

    1. The Invisible Battle: That person may be fighting a psychological or spiritual slavery you cannot imagine.
    2. The Proximity of Grace: The “worse off” a person appears by our standards, the closer they may be to a total, explosive conversion.
    3. The Elder Brother Trap: Like the brother of the Prodigal Son, we can be “right” on the outside while being miles away from the Father’s heart on the inside.

    Suffering as Sacred Alchemy

    Transformation isn’t just about feeling good; it’s about dying to the self. St. John Paul II once wrote that there is a specific kind of suffering that “burns and consumes evil with the flame of love.” When we see someone struggling, we aren’t called to point a finger. We are called to step into the fire with them.

    Because we have been blessed with grace, we don’t have a higher status—we have a higher responsibility. We are called to suffer personally to help others overcome their shadows. This is the “Hero’s Journey” of the soul: descending into the mess of humanity to bring back the light.

    The Mirror: Fixing Our Eyes

    If you find yourself comparing your holiness to your neighbor’s, you have taken your eyes off the Prize.

    We still have enough of ourselves that needs redemption to keep us busy for several lifetimes. The goal isn’t to be “better” than the person in the pew next to you; it is to be more “dead to yourself” than you were yesterday.

    The Call to Action: Today, look at the person you are most tempted to judge. Instead of a “goat,” see a “lost sheep.” Instead of a “sinner,” see a “prodigal.” Ask for the grace to see them not as they are, but as the Father sees them.

    Developed with assistance from Gemini AI

  • 💜 The Call to Humility: Rewiring the Rebellious Heart

    💜 The Call to Humility: Rewiring the Rebellious Heart

    Readings for 16 DEC 2025: Zephaniah 3:1-2, 9-13; Psalm 33; Matthew 21:28-32

    I. Introduction: The Rebellious City

    We are deep in the heart of Advent, a season colored Violet—the color of royalty, but also of penance and preparation. The scriptures today issue a stark, powerful challenge, starting with the prophet Zephaniah:

    “Trouble is coming to the rebellious, the defiled, the tyrannical city! She would never listen to the call, would never learn the lesson…” (Zephaniah 3:1-2)

    When we hear the word “city,” our modern mind goes to bricks and mortar. But in the prophetic tradition, the city—Jerusalem—is often a profound metaphor for the human soul. Zephaniah is describing not just a physical place, but the rebellious, unintegrated heart—the ego that refuses counsel, trusts only itself, and never draws near to God.

    This “tyrannical city” is the part of our consciousness that seeks to be King Belshazzar, building its own reality based on pride and self-will.

    II. The Psychological Crisis: Refusal and Tyranny

    The First Reading lays bare the psychological state of the rebellious heart:

    • “She would never listen to the call.”
    • “She has never trusted in the Lord.”
    • “She never drew near to her God.”

    This is the Refusal of the Call in the language of the Hero’s Journey. Joseph Campbell taught that all great myths begin when the hero is called to leave their comfortable, known world, and initially says No. The rebellious heart is stuck in this refusal.

    Psychologically, this refusal is driven by the Limbic System. This ancient, instinctual part of the brain seeks comfort, security, and the avoidance of all risk. To trust God, to draw near to God, means surrendering control, which the Limbic System perceives as an existential threat. This fear of surrender makes the heart tyrannical—it must control everything because it fears everything.

    III. The Gospel’s Two Sons: Action vs. Attitude

    Jesus clarifies this battle between the tyrannical heart and true conversion with the parable of the two sons:

    • The First Son: Said “No,” but afterwards thought better of it and went.
    • The Second Son: Said “Certainly, sir,” but did not go.

    The chief priests and elders, comfortable in their certainty and piety, represent the Second Son. They had the right attitude (the right words, the right liturgy), but their tyrannical, rebellious heart (Zephaniah’s city) remained unchanged.

    The tax collectors and prostitutes represent the First Son. They started in the “tyrannical city” of self-will and sin, but in their moment of brokenness, they experienced the crucial psychological step: thinking better of it—a deliberate act of the will leading to action.

    Jesus’s verdict is stunning: “Tax collectors and prostitutes are making their way into the kingdom of God before you.” They embarked on the Hero’s Journey (repentance and action) while the pious were still stuck in the tyranny of their own self-righteous refusal.

    IV. The Great Transformation: Clean Lips and Humility

    The good news, the Advent promise, is that God does not abandon the tyrannical city. Zephaniah promises a profound transformation:

    “Yes, I will then give the peoples lips that are clean, so that all may invoke the name of the Lord and serve him under the same yoke.” (Zephaniah 3:9)

    The “clean lips” are the sign of the transformed heart. Psychologically, this is the victory of the Prefrontal Cortex (PFC)—the seat of reason, moral choice, and long-term vision—over the tyrannical Limbic System.

    • The Limbic heart speaks lies and boasts (Zephaniah 3:13: the perjured tongue).
    • The PFC, aligned with God’s will, brings clean lips—it brings truth, humility, and the ability to invoke the Lord’s name.

    This transformation is completed by two essential virtues:

    1. The Removal of Pride: “I will remove your proud boasters from your midst; and you will cease to strut on my holy mountain.” (Zephaniah 3:11)
    2. The Installation of Humility: “In your midst I will leave a humble and lowly people, and those who are left in Israel will seek refuge in the name of the Lord.” (Zephaniah 3:12)

    The spiritual journey is the systematic dismantling of the tyrannical ego and the installation of humility, where the PFC chooses the love of God over the fear of the self.

    V. Call to Action: The Poor Man’s Call

    This Advent, the call is clear: Stop being the Second Son. Stop being the tyrannical city.

    The Responsorial Psalm gives us the path to conversion: “This poor man called; the Lord heard him.”

    The “poor man” is the humble and lowly person Zephaniah promised. He is the person who has surrendered the tyranny of the ego. The Lord hears him because he is close to the “broken-hearted” and those whose “spirit is crushed.”

    Real spiritual transformation today requires two acts of the will:

    1. Stop Strutting: What are you still doing for show? What is the “proud boasting” that keeps you from trusting God? The work of penance is the work of removing pride.
    2. Start Doing: Do not remain in the Refusal phase. Be the first son. That means taking action that requires surrender. That means choosing the hard “Go and work in the vineyard” over the easy “Certainly, sir.”

    The Lord is coming. Let us choose to dismantle the rebellious city in our hearts, surrender the tyranny of fear, and allow the promised “humble and lowly people” to seek refuge in His name.

    Amen.

    Developed with assistance from Gemini AI

  • 🕊️ The Holy Wisdom:

    🕊️ The Holy Wisdom:

    How to Live in the World Where the Wolf and the Lamb Lie Down

    I. The Shoot and the Sevenfold Spirit (The Mythological Order)

    The prophet Isaiah (11:1-10) gives us one of the most sublime visions of the Messianic Age. It begins with the Shoot from the stock of Jesse—the image of radical new life springing from seemingly dead roots. This is the ultimate Anointing, where the seven gifts of the Holy Spirit rest upon the Messiah: wisdom, insight, counsel, power, knowledge, and the fear of the Lord (with the fear of the Lord being his breath, emphasizing reverence).

    This Messianic rule immediately establishes a new cosmic order. It is an end to the primal chaos and conflict that has defined the world since the Fall.

    The imagery—the wolf lives with the lamb, the calf and lion feed together, the infant plays over the cobra’s hole—is pure Mythological Parallel. It evokes the Golden Age or Paradise Restored. . This is the reversal of the natural order of predation and fear. The country is not secured by armies, but by knowledge of the Lord.

    The key insight for us is that this peace is not merely external, but internal: it is the perfect integration of our own conflicting natures.

    II. The Internal Wolf and Lamb (Psychology of Integration)

    We all house the wolf and the lamb. We carry the panther (our wild, unchecked appetites) and the kid (our innocent, vulnerable soul).

    Psychologically, the division in Isaiah’s vision reflects the constant civil war within the human heart:

    • The Wolf/Lion: Represents the passions and the instinctual self—the power of the limbic system and the amygdala—that seek to consume, dominate, and survive at any cost.
    • The Lamb/Calf: Represents the vulnerable, gentle, and receptive spiritual self—the capacity for peace and trust.

    When we are disordered, the wolf preys upon the lamb. Our fear consumes our peace; our lust devours our innocence.

    The Messianic promise is that the Spirit of the Lord (which integrates the powers of wisdom and counsel with knowledge and fear) rests on the leader who reorders this inner landscape. The “little boy” who leads them is the pure Will, guided by Wisdom, that shepherds the powerful animal instincts without destroying them. The lion doesn’t disappear; it learns to eat straw like the ox.

    III. The Wisdom of Children (The Hero’s Revelation)

    How do we gain this integration? The Gospel provides the counterintuitive method.

    Luke 10:21-24 shows Jesus, filled with joy, praising the Father for “hiding these things from the learned and the clever and revealing them to mere children.”

    This is the great Inversion of Wisdom. It is the prerequisite for the Hero’s Revelation. The knowledge that brings true peace is not attained through academic complexity or ego-driven cleverness. It is revealed through humility and simplicity—the state of the “child.”

    • The “learned and the clever” rely on the strength of the Prefrontal Cortex for independent reasoning, often fueling the prideful “wolf” of the ego.
    • “Mere children” rely on trust and direct reception. They are open to the gift of the Spirit (the fear of the Lord—holy reverence) that unlocks true knowledge.

    Only through the eyes of a child can we see the chaos of our inner zoo and accept the reordering delivered by Christ’s Word. Only by becoming small and humble can the Spirit rest fully upon us.

    IV. Call to Action: Practicing the Reordering

    The goal of this Advent is to let the Spirit of the Lord settle upon us, creating that inner sanctuary where no creature does harm.

    Your call to spiritual transformation this week is to practice the Reordering of the Heart:

    1. Identify the Predator: Name the “wolf” in your heart. What is the one instinct (fear, anger, cynicism, lust) that consistently preys upon your peace (the “lamb”)?
    2. Invite the Shepherd: Don’t try to kill the wolf with brute force (that just creates more violence). Instead, invite the Spirit of the Lord into that conflict. When the urge to consume or strike arises, pause and ask for the Spirit of Counsel and Wisdom to lead that wild instinct, turning its energy toward a productive task (like the lion eating straw).
    3. Embrace the Child’s Vision: Seek to simplify your mind. Spend time in quiet prayer not trying to figure out God, but simply receiving Him. Like the Centurion we discussed, surrender the need to be clever. Only in the humility of the child is the fullness of the Lord’s knowledge revealed.

    Let us be the humble remnant, purified and ordered, on whom the Spirit rests, making our hearts glorious and ready for the King.

    Developed with assistance of Gemini AI

  • Humility Means Staying Close to the Ground

    Lessons from Jiu Jitsu, Scripture, and the Hero’s Descent

    We often think of humility as weakness, but it is really a strength. In a talk I heard today, the speaker said humility means being close to the ground. He used the example of Jiu Jitsu, a martial art strongest when practiced low to the floor.

    That picture opened other connections for me. Jordan Peterson has said that human beings were originally tree creatures — we stayed off the ground because it was unsafe. In myth, the “deep” often represents chaos — the water where danger and the unknown dwell.

    The hero, however, is the one willing to descend. He steps down into the unknown, into danger, into the deep, to face the dragon and gain something new. Humility is not about weakness; it is the stance of someone willing to learn.

    The adversary, in contrast, is proud. He refuses to bow, refuses to learn, and stays aloof from the ground.

    Where is God asking you to “stay close to the ground,” to take the low and humble place so you can learn what you need?

    Developed with assistance from ChatGPT-5